1 what a nothing
I am
sitting here in this courtroom
with others arguing my future
2 accuser
I write your name
in my notebook
just for the pleasure
of erasing you
3 faith
I invest my future
in hope to undo
constant authority
deciding my life
4 despair
I work hard to hide it
from all but my notebook
why give them the pleasure
to know I suffer
5 instead
of fighting nature
gluing petals on flowers
accept the winter
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